Sat, 28 Apr 2012 07:08:32 -0500WeeblyFri, 27 Apr 2012 18:00:41 -0500http://www.radicalcounselor.com/3/post/2012/04/leave-me-the-fuck-alone.html
on
a deep
profound 
level 
    (gay)
we cause ourselves
all our pain.

most people
are so oblivious
to this fact
that it is appalling.

i have nothing against
complaining
i actually like it

but when people live this
steadfast life of
pure stolid
       oh woe is me     
                 its so 
                   HARDDDDD
                           bullshit
why should i want to deal with them?
 
i mean
what the fuck 
are they
OFFERING?

certainly they teach how
NOT 
to live
but besides that
they ain't teaching you much.

and ya see
unfortunately
most adults
most of the time
adopt this
           woe is me
     set of standards....

and you wonder
why i don't want to fucking talk to you

]]>Fri, 30 Mar 2012 19:24:23 -0500http://www.radicalcounselor.com/3/post/2012/03/mumbling-and-stumbling.html
it is
useless
to do most things

people are so dumb
and they clug along
as if in a sinking boat

when the stink of blood
and mucus
and filth
fills the air
people realize
how stupid
all the bustle
is.

]]>Fri, 24 Feb 2012 10:22:05 -0500http://www.radicalcounselor.com/3/post/2012/02/getting-better.html
you want to get so that
when you're off you're on
when you're wrong you're right
when you're bad you're good

when you get like that
you stop making mistakes
because you can't make any
and you get like that
by deciding to be like that.

IT'S FUCKING YOU
IT'S ALL PERSONAL.

don't let anybody tell
you otherwise

it's all personal for you
and it's never personal for anyone else.

be responsible for yourself
and you will become happier
than you ever thought possible.

if you think this sounds ridiculous

fuck you.
]]>Wed, 25 Jan 2012 20:22:00 -0500http://www.radicalcounselor.com/3/post/2012/01/chastising.html
i can't help think
that people are naive
when i watch them behave.
babies are more honest
and so are
wild beasts
so what does that say
about us
as grown ups?

fucking silly
chastising one another
the whole fucking day
and expecting it to work.

i'm chastising you right now.
see how stupid we are?
all i can really say is
                         i love you.

]]>Wed, 21 Dec 2011 17:05:15 -0500http://www.radicalcounselor.com/3/post/2011/12/we-are-no-good-at-being-normal.html
most people just can’t act normal,
can’t be calm and normal at the same time.

there is something wrong,
we should easily understand both sides of things
and we don't.

only when we get heated can we be harshly partisan.
instead,
when we are normal we are partisan
which is truly pathetic.

when i am calm and normal
                   (which is most of the time)
i try my best not to
be a fool.

when you are being normal
you can't be a fool and get away with it.
so few
people
know this.

it's complicated.
if it wasn't
there wouldn't be
so many
"problems"
the
   RIGHT
is
the
   LEFT
and the
LEFT IS THE RIGHT
unless we act
with clear heads
or at least
know
when we are acting with hot heads.

you come out where you went in

]]>Mon, 14 Nov 2011 14:31:15 -0500http://www.radicalcounselor.com/3/post/2011/11/just-be-terrible.html
murder death sodomy ants
pigs
   none of it matters to me
you know how i stay lucid?
i don't think like a fucking fag
and i don't act like a dumbfuck old lady
i use my head
and i use my body
to make good choices
and i make the right choices
solid choices
because those choices
ARE FUCKING OBVIOUS
to someone who is not distracted
by bullshit.

BE A FUCKING GROWN UP.

act mature
and appreciate life.
if you can't appreciate life
YOU ARE A FAGGOT
or you just
NEED TO GET MORE NEGATIVE.

if you get negative enough
you won't worry about something as dumb
as appreciating your life
you will just forget all about that
and thru your overbearing negativity
you will feel good
and then one day
you might realize
   almost by mistake
holy cow,
i feel really fucking good.
so keep on bitchin.

i just say the same thing over and over
and that's cause i have nothing else to say.
why are you reading this?
i hope it's just for fun.
if you are looking for advice
just realize you don't need any.

]]>Wed, 12 Oct 2011 12:37:22 -0500http://www.radicalcounselor.com/3/post/2011/10/getting-dirty.html
so
like
we don't want to get messy.
obviously.

i understand this,
hell, i don't want to get messy.
i am probably more prim than you.

but sometimes it
is necessary.

and we cannot CENSOR
ourselves
when we need to
express what is on our minds
(you especially cannot censor yourself to yourself)

this is not being cruel
this is being honest.

i preach civility
but i preach it in an honest frame
and if we have to ramp it up
to be honest
and clear
then ramp it up

because that way your integrity shines through
and that is where you connect with yourself
and the other person
and the earth
and the big swans squawking in the lake

and if you need to slow down
and quiet down
to make your point

slow down.

being honest
just means being emotionally flexible.

usually we are more scared of becoming dirty
than actually being dirty.

fuck that shit.

jump in
be unkempt
be mean
just keep your integrity
and things will be good
for everyone

and if you think that's bullshit

fuck you
fuck you
fuck you

you have no idea what i'm talking about.
absolutely no idea
you fucking queer face.

i do fucking GROWN UP counseling.

start where others end.

]]>Tue, 20 Sep 2011 09:42:30 -0500http://www.radicalcounselor.com/3/post/2011/09/a-lack-of-glamour.html
it’s hard to go at it alone
and not be part of the group
and be out there
alone
that's what this is all about.

most people all of a sudden aren't
that tough
or impressive
when they are all alone
out there
with no back up
or group.

no group
no label and no band
to identify yourself as

no community
or people who share your opinions
no support
or decent intellectual discourse.

it's about walking
on this big blue earth
and appreciating it
for what it is
free of our ordinary conceit.

]]>Fri, 02 Sep 2011 10:13:06 -0500http://www.radicalcounselor.com/3/post/2011/09/ruthlessly-calm.html
i love you i love you i love you
thats why i am writing so roughly

this is gonna be tough
tough love
but the important word here is love

i go on strike
when people act so dumb,
when they have every capacity to act smart,
and don't.
i dont wish to work with them
or deal with them
in regular ways

worse comes to worse
i will starve
for acting this way

is that so bad?

listen with your heart

]]>Fri, 19 Aug 2011 10:42:37 -0500http://www.radicalcounselor.com/3/post/2011/08/self-regulation-is-a-key-to-loving-yourself.html
most people lack honesty
towards themselves
and this pains them greatly
and scares them
and hurts their integrity.
a good way of living
is to feel through your emotions

and by that i mean
feel through all your emotions
and by that i mean feel through hate.
we don't need to deny hate.
we don't deny happiness, do we?
nah, so why should we deny hate?

i let hate in
i welcome it
and because of that
my behavior is pretty tame
just another lamb in the field.

but it wouldn't be this way
if i didn't let all that bad stuff in.
if i tried to protect myself against it
i would become a wolf
but i have no interest in that
because i am okay with my darkness
so i get to act like i act
and usually be delightfully retarded.
we harm as retaliation
for how we treat ourselves.

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