Radical Counselor

most people lack honesty
towards themselves
and this pains them greatly
and scares them
and hurts their integrity.
a good way of living
is to feel through your emotions

and by that i mean
feel through all your emotions
and by that i mean feel through hate.
we don't need to deny hate.
we don't deny happiness, do we?
nah, so why should we deny hate?

i let hate in
i welcome it
and because of that
my behavior is pretty tame
just another lamb in the field.

but it wouldn't be this way
if i didn't let all that bad stuff in.
if i tried to protect myself against it
i would become a wolf
but i have no interest in that
because i am okay with my darkness
so i get to act like i act
and usually be delightfully retarded.
we harm as retaliation
for how we treat ourselves.